[Jiyong’s POV]
Her, marrying someone other than me was like bringing death upon me… I know that it’s one of the things I would never be able to give her… I couldn’t believe that everything will now come to an end… well maybe what’s between us will now end but my love for her will never wither…
I don’t want to force myself to her anymore… I never thought that she will give our love up that easily but even thought she did that, I couldn’t make myself blame her… our love was forbidden in the first place and maybe it will never be given a chance…
Maybe God really doesn’t want us to be together for he himself set the borders between us… All I need to now is to wait and love her from afar… wait till God gives us another chance to love each other on our next lives… I will still love her even if it takes me several new lives just to have our love be given a chance… may he let us meet again as different people not connected by blood but by fate and love…
For now, I will let her go… let go of all the pain I’ve caused her… I’ve been blinded by my selfishness and love but now I’m ready to let go… maybe this would give her the happiness I’ve truly wanted to give her…
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“Oppa… I missed you so much…”
I felt her arms wrapped around my waist… I almost drop the glass of wine I’m holding… as far as I know I still haven’t drink so much but I’m already having hallucinations… her arms wrapped tighter around me and there I realized that it’s not the effect of alcohol.
I’m here earlier accepting to let her go, for I thought it’s what she wanted… but why is she now here making my mind and heart confused… the warmth that I’ve always wanted that only she who could give me… what will happen to me if I’ll never feel this warmth again…
I slowly turned around to face her… she kept her arms wrapped around me while she buried her face on my chest… why is she doing this to me…? Can’t she see that I’m suffering with all this confusions…?
“Dara… what are you doing here…? You’re suppose to be sleeping already…” I said as I tried to get out from her grip… but I’m too weak when it comes to her touch…
She looked up to me, tears trailing down on her cheeks… I can’t help but to feel hurt seeing her like this… just like back then I always make her cry
“Oppa… mianhe… I’m so sorry…” she said between her sobs… I don’t know what she’s sorry for… is it for breaking my heart..? for leaving me and giving up on us..?
“I can’t understand you Dara…” I said as I wiped off her tears but it kept on pouring down
“Oppa… I’m sorry… I thought I could let go of you… but I still can’t..” she said as she buried her face on my chest again… my clothes is starting to get wet from her tears… I was left speechless, my heart started to beat crazily again as the last strip of hope I have began to multiply… then she continued…
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry that until now I still love you… I’m still selfish just like when I left you … I thought that after seven years of thinking I could finally let go of you… but no… I’m still selfish for loving you even though I know you’re already hurting… I’m sorry… I still love you… so much…”
The next thing I knew is that I pulled her to face me and crushed my lips to hers… tears started to fall from my eyes… I could taste blood maybe because to the force I used earlier but we didn’t care… seven years of longing and pain was all washed out and cured when I knew she still loves me…
For minutes we shared a passionate kiss… we parted just to gasp some air… I cupped her face and tried to wipe off her tears again…
“You’re so stupid…” I said as I kissed her forehead… she just looked at me dumbfounded…
“How come you decide all of this yourself…?” I asked not really waiting for an answer…
“Mianhe… I thought that if I’ll leave and let you go… I could protect you and you’ll not be hurt again…” then she looked at me with her puppy eye… I was left in awe after hearing her reason
“Oppa… mianhe… I’m…” I didn’t let her finish for I already crushed my lips on hers again… I don’t want to hear more of her silly reasons this time… how childish can she be…? Protecting me…? I spent seven rotten years just because of that stupid reason… but I admit that I’m also at fault for giving up in finding her.
“Let’s… talk about… this… some other… time…” I said between kisses… I just want her now… only her…
I pulled her closer to me as my hand started to caress the back of her head while the other draws circles on hr back… her arms wrapped around my neck as our eyes were both closed feeling each others presence… It’s been years since I last hold her… and now I will never hold myself back and let go of her…
Our tongues began to battle and explored each others wet cavern… the wind blew hard but we didn’t care for we’re too drown into the bliss we’re sharing… our kiss started off passionately and now turned into a hungry one… I wouldn’t want to let go but we need to breath… we parted again for a while both gasping for air… my fingers trailed to her swollen lips… those soft lips that I missed… she smiled when she felt my finger… that smile that’s making me fall in love with her over again…
[Dara’s POV]
After having our break… we were back from our passionate kiss… it seems like we never get tired of doing this since we missed each other so much… I wouldn’t mind doing this overnight with him… his arms wrapped around me again while my arms wrapped around his neck for support… after a while our lips parted… he trailed wet kisses from my cheeks down to my neck… I tilted my head to give him more access…
“Mmm… ahh… oppa…” I unconsciously let out a moan when I felt his tongue licking my neck… then suddenly I felt him sucking on it which earned him another moan from me… it took him a while sucking on that part as his hand trailed down under my sweatpants and underwear squeezing my bare bottom... while the other gripped tightly on the back of my head…
I couldn’t take it anymore… my knees are starting to get weak and I can feel them collapsing anytime… after a while of sucking my neck… my knees totally gave up… good thing he caught me on time… I could feel the mark he gave me on my neck… I touched it and saw him smiling at me…
“Welcome back to me…” he said as he hugged me and later released me to lift me in bridal style towards his bed… I don’t know what he’s thinking right now but I’m ready to give him anything tonight….
He slowly lied me down on the bed and later he went on top of me… he kissed my forehead and we looked at each other for a while…
“Saranghae… my Dara…” he said as he pecked on my lips…
I couldn’t answer back for I’m too drown with the pleasure he’s giving me… only moans could get out from my mouth…his hands are roaming around my body, touching every part of it… I couldn’t help but moan so I covered my mouth with my hands for it’s too embarrassing…. I cant believe that I’m too aroused just because of his touches… he noticed it and pulled my hands away
“Just let it out… I love hearing your sweet moans…” he said as he kissed my hands…
He began unbuttoning my shirt and pulling down my sweatpants leaving me only with my undergarments… then later he bowed down to me and reach for the lock of my bra trying to unclasp it… I heard him cursed silently as he was having a hard time on it… I chuckled because he’s still the same impatient oppa I knew… I helped him unclasping it and he immediately took it off and threw it somewhere…
He stared at my body for a while then he smiled…. I blushed out of embarrassment and covered my body with his pillow…
“Oppa…! Stop staring at me like that… it’s so embarrassing…” I said as I turned my head sideways, looking away…. I heard hi chuckled and tried to pull the pillow away from my body
“Don’t be embarrassed… you’re so beautiful just like back then… nothing had change….” He said as he completely pulled the pillow away… he bowed down again kissing my bare chest… I closed my eyes and twitched when I felt his wt kisses… my hands played o his hair as he began licking and sucking my left breast while massaging the other with his left hand… his other hand was busy caressing my tummy…
“Mmm… ahh…” I gave moans after moans for the too much pleasure I’m having
After done sucking with my left breast, he transferred on the other one giving it the same pleasure he gave on the other… his other hand trailed down from my tummy and slipped under my damped panties… I felt his warm hands caressing my womanhood which added more to the pleasure…
“Ahh…! Oppa… it hurts…!” I yelled and arched my back when he suddenly pushed three fingers inside me… it’s been such a long time since I last did it… I didn’t let anyone touched me other than oppa… so I’m not used to it anymore…
“Sorry… I’m so sorry…” he said as he kissed my forehead and just pushing in one finger…
After he knew I got used to it… he pushed in another one… until after a while, four fingers were all inside me… thrusting deeper and faster... I can’t help but to arch my back once in a while he’s busy again feasting on my mouth… my hands were just clutching on his shoulders all the time… we were both sweating hard as his clothes were already soak…
“Oppa… I-I think… I’m going… to… ahh..” I said as I felt myself nearing my edge…
He fastened the thrusting of his fingers more… and I felt my stomach tightened and I arched my back one more time to release onto my climax… I let out a loud moan but it got cut off when he covered my mouth with his…
I was panting so hard as I felt him pulled out his fingers letting some of my liquids leaked out… I saw him with my eyes half opened tasting his fingers…
“You’re still sweet…. Can I…?” I didn’t understand him… so just nodded on him and closed my eyes for I’m tired already…
He lowered himself between me pulled down my underwear and put my legs over his shoulder… I could feel the cold wind touched my wet folds and the last thing I know is I could feel something wet licking my womanhood… I twitched again for the new sensation I am feeling… I tried to open my eyes and surprised to see him buried in between me…
“Oppa…! Ahh… what are you doing…!” I said as I tried to pull my self up but he held me down with his hand pushing my abdomen… and he held my legs to keep me in place… I felt his soft tongue entered me so I collapsed on my back and clutched on the bet sheet because of the too much pleasure…. I don’t know where he learned this new thing but I admit that I’m enjoying it…
“Ahh…. Mmm… oppa… stop….” I said as I felt myself nearing my edge again… he just ignored me and kept sucking and licking on my womanhood… I couldn’t believe that I’m more aroused now than what his fingers could give me earlier…
Then after a while… I came again… this time on his mouth… I was too embarrassed so I immediately pulled myself up to face him… he licked all the liquids I released before facing me wiping his mouth with the back of his hand…
“Sorry oppa… I didn’t mean to…” I said but he just cut me off when he kissed me… letting me taste myself… it really is anew feeling and I couldn’t explain the taste of it… he laid me down again kissing me… then after a while we parted… we were both panting and laid our backs on the bed… until I realized that I want him tonight…
I tugged on his shirt and he shifted his position to face me…
“Mmm…?” he said as he brushed my hair away from my sweaty face… I know he’s just suppressing himself to do further but I didn’t care about it right now…. I’m ready to give all of me tonight
“Oppa... I want…to…to feel you inside… me…” I’m too embarrassed to tell him so I just kept my eyes away from him…He raised my chin up to face him…
“Wha- what do you mean…? A-are you sure…?” he said as his eyes opened wide
“Y-yes oppa… please…” I’m starting to feel awkward just by telling him what I want… and maybe he noticed it… for he pulled me closer to his and pecked on my lips before he sat up… and pulled off his shirt and pants along with his boxers… we both stayed quiet as we were now facing each other naked…
He positioned himself between my legs spreading it as I lay down on my back closing my eyes readying myself to what’s coming next… but then he bowed down to me and cupped my face…
“Please open your eyes Dara and look at me…” he said as he placed my arms around his neck… I opened it and look at him…
“This may hurt a little but I’ll make sure to do it slowly… okay… Just hold on to me…” he said as he kissed my forehead.
I felt him brushed the tip of his member onto my wet entrance and I can’t help not to let out a small moan… then he pushed it slowly in me… I felt pain even though it’s not yet fully in… I winced in pain and cant help but to close my eyes… I arched my back and my feet curled as he held my waist tight and made his way fully inside…
“Ahhh…! Oppa…! It hurts…!” I finally yelled in pain… he bowed down and kissed me on the lips distracting me to the pain I’m feeling… after a while that I got accustomed to his member… he pulled out then thrust back in… first it was all pain but after a while pleasure over took it…. The room filled with sounds of moans, slapping bodies and the heat of the pleasure we’re sharing… I will never regret doing this with him… I don’t care no matter what we’re blood related or not….
His thrusts are becoming faster and deeper as we were both feeling that we’re nearing our edge… we’re both sweating hard and he’s about to pull his member out but I wrapped my legs around his waist to keep him in…
“Dara… I… I have to…” he said between thrusts
“No… oppa… ahh… let it all out in me…” I said as I pulled him closer to me…
We both screamed each others names as we reached our climax… I felt his seeds shot deeply in me… he thrust some more to release everything in me… after that he collapsed on top of me… we’re both panting and tired… he pulled out from me and I could feel coldness touched my womanhood and some of our liquids spilled out… he rested beside me and pulled me closer to him and covered our naked bodies with his blanket…
He brushed my hair away from my face as I caressed his sweaty face… he kissed my forehead down to the tip of my nose then to my lips…
“I love you so much… Dara…” he said as he hugged me tighter
“I love you too oppa…” I said as I closed my eyes for I’m too tired…
‘I will never let go of you this time….’ I thought before I fell asleep
[Jiyong’s POV]
“I love you too oppa…” she said. I rested my head on top of hers and secured her in my arms…
‘I will never let go of you this time…’ I thought before I fell asleep
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