Wednesday, July 21, 2010

New Life..?

I woke up as I felt something’s wrapping around my bare waist… I slowly opened my eyes and rubbed it to adjust my vision… I stared at the ceiling for a while and realized that I’m not at my room… oppa’s room is now brighter for it’s already morning… I looked beside me and shifted my position to face the man sleeping soundly next to me.



He still looks handsome even when he sleeps and even if his face is now thinner than the last time I saw him…



‘Mianhe… you must have suffered a lot…’ I caressed his face thinking that I made a huge mistake for leaving him… I thought it would protect him and may release him from the pain but instead, it pained him more….



While gazing at his features, I blushed for I remembered what happened last night…I trailed my fingers on his eyelids, down to the tip of his nose and then to his lips… I had the urge to kiss him so I moved closer and quickly pecked on his lips… I chuckled after that and then he began to open his eyes…



“Good morning” he said as he smiled sweetly at me then stretched a bit



“Good morning” I answered back… he pulled me closer to him then kissed on my forehead



“You really like my lips that much…?” he said flashing me a wide grin… I immediately blushed for I realized that he knew what I did after all



“You knew…?” I shyly said



“Yup… so do you like kissing it…” he said seductively…



I just nodded and then hide under the blanket… I feel so embarrassed for acting silly earlier…



“Hey… why are you hiding…?” he said chuckling but I stayed covered under the blanket… then suddenly he slid under it and pulled himself on top of me tickling me in the process



“Oppa…! Stop it… it tickles…! I yelled but he won’t budge… it feels awkward since I’m still completely naked but good thing he’s now wearing his boxers… his tickling becomes slower until he completely stop… he held onto my waist then I looked at him just to see hi looking back at me…



“You’re so beautiful…” he said as he pecked softly on my lips…



I blushed with what he said… then I saw him staring at my lips then kissed it again softly until it deepened after a while… I closed my eyes letting myself to go with the flow… I wrapped my arms around his neck as my hands ruffled on his hair….



Our tongues danced with each other once more as I felt his hands slowly trailing up cupping my breasts… I gasped as I felt his warm hands caressing my bare chest… after a while of making out, I felt something warm and hard inside his boxers… I realized he’s aroused again…



I immediately snapped my eyes open and push him off of me gently… he opened his eyes and stopped from kissing me then looked at me confused.



“Oppa… aren’t you had enough yet…?” I said as I pointed down to his boxers… he followed where I am pointing at then he started chuckling.



“What if I want more…?” he said looking at me seductively… I slapped him on his shoulder gently then quickly sat up



“Yah… oppa..! You’re still perverted…! We already did it like four times last night and yet you’re still not satisfied…? I said as I pulled the blanket to cover my body... he sat up and then pulled me closer to him.



“But that was last night… and now it’s morning already…” he said as he wrapped me around his arms then licked my neck which brought me shivers… I manage to push him and glared at him before he could do more.



“Oppa… we can still do it next time… but not now… I really want to take a bath….” I said… I saw him frowned but it’s not the time to feel sorry for him coz I really feel icky after a night of so much love making…



“Arasso… arasso… it’s just that I can’t get enough of you…” he said as he let go of me and raised both of his hands… he stood up from the bed and went in to his walk-in-closet… I looked around for my clothes but I can’t see them, good thing I saw his shirt just under the bed….



I wore it and surprised that it’s bigger than I thought…. I stood up from the bed then suddenly I felt terrible pain between my legs… why didn’t I felt it earlier…? I tried to walk but I failed and instead my knees collapsed and I slumped down the floor holding on to my abdomen… I say some trails of dried blood along my thighs and when I looked back on the bed, I saw more blood stains on the sheets…



Oppa immediately went outside his closed dashing towards me while putting on his shirt



“Dara… are you okay…?” he said as he bowed down to me and held my shoulders



“Oppa… it hurts… and there are a lot of blood stains on your bed…” I said pointing to his bed… I tried to stand up but still failed… he caught me before I fall again.



“It’s okay… it’s only natural since it’s your first time… I’m sorry if I went too far last night…” he said… I wrapped my arms around his neck for support as he lifted me up bridal style.



“It’s okay…” I said



He made his way towards his bathroom then sat me on the toilet…. I watched him as he prepared some bubble bath…



“Dipping in warm water will help to soothe the pain” he looked back at me smiling… Once he’s done preparing the bath he approached me and bowed down to meet my height.



“Take off the shirt now Dara…” he said still smiling



“But you’re still here” I declined… I was surprised when he said that and can’t help but to blush and look away



“So…? I’ll help you to get in the tub… you’re still weak… plus I already saw everything so don’t be shy…” he said… he’s now tugging the shirt up… I stopped him with my hands



“But oppa…”



“Dara… don’t be stubborn… and just follow what I asked you to do… arasso…” he said with his stern voice… I looked at him and felt a little scared to see his serious face… I let go of his hands then saw him smiling sweetly again.



“Good girl” he said as he kissed my forehead and took the shirt off of me completely which made me blushed even more…



He didn’t say anything but just lifted me up again and slowly put me inside the tub… I felt the warm water soothing the pain I’m feeling… he’s right… I feel comfortable now… I closed my eyes and rested my back on the back…



Then suddenly I felt something or someone entered the tub… I opened my eyes to see oppa naked and then dipped himself in the same tub as mine



“Oppa! What are you doing…?!” I yelled as I saw him on the other side of the tub



“Joining in with you…” he said… he held my hands then pulled me to him… he let me rest my back on his chest as he hugged me from behind… I felt his hot breath nuzzling on my neck… then I remembered something.



“Oppa… where did you learn all of that…? I said



“What…?” he asked



“About how to soothe the pain and all we did last night…” I said shyly as I remembered everything he did which really surprised me… I heard him chuckled then sighed.



“You left me for seven years… I missed you so much… I was frustrated so what do you expect me to do…? Plus I also need to feed my manly desires…” he said… I suddenly felt jealous thinking that he already did it with some other girl or maybe girls…. I just pouted and kept quiet which he noticed.



“Hey… why are you quiet suddenly…? Are you by any chance jealous…?” he said trying to lean forward and see my face… but I didn’t answer him instead I asked him again…



“How many have you done it…? And to different girls..?” I said… I feel really angry just by thinking about it but I cant help not to be curious… I heard him chuckled again which added more to my anger



“ I didn’t got the track of how many times… and yes with different girls” he simply said… how could he just say it so causally… can’t he even consider what I feel right now…? I pulled his arms away from me and folded my arms over my chest.



[Jiyong’s POV]



I know that she’s starting to get mad at me but I can’t help not to tease her more… plus it’s a punishment for her for leaving me….



“Dara… are you okay…?” I said innocently as I held her shoulder but she shrugged it off... I could imagine her pouting her cute lips now… I can’t see her face since she still facing her back to me.



“Did you enjoy it…?” she asked… I suppressed myself to laugh because I could feel anger on her voice…



“Well… yes...” I said then she suddenly stood up not caring if she’s still naked… I held her hands to pull her down but she struggled.



”Dara… what’s wrong…?” I said and finally I managed to pull her down now facing me and wrapped my arms around her



“Let go…! I’m wrong to feel sorry for you for I thought you suffered without me… not knowing you’re enjoying yourself f*cking sluts around..!” she yelled still struggling away from my hold… but I hugged her tight.



“I said let go Jiyong…!” she said… that’s it… I held her chin and reached for her lips…



I crushed my lips on hers to shut her up… at first she’s still struggling but after a while she calmed down and responded to my kiss… I let go of her just to see her cry… I suddenly felt really bad for what I did… I wiped her tears off but she slapped my hands away.



“Hey… I’m sorry okay… it’s true that I fooled around while you’re away it’s because I missed you so much and I thought mingling myself with other girls would make me forget about you… but I can’t… in the end I still think and scream your name whenever I dot it with them… I’m sorry… please don’t cry anymore” I said as I cupped her face and she stopped from crying



“But still… I can’t help not to feel jealous thinking of those girls…” she said pouting.



“They’re nothing Dara… I can’t even remember any of their names… you’re the only girl for me… I already stopped doing those things long ago… plus… if you didn’t left me for such a long time… I wouldn’t done those things…” I said… as I pinched her nose softly… I saw her wrinkling her nose which made her cuter so I had the urge to kiss her.



“I’m really sorry for leaving you oppa… I promise not to leave you again…” she said as she leaned her back on my chest again.



“But what about your wedding…? When will that be…?” I asked



“I’ll take care of anything… it’s suppose to be the day after tomorrow” she said as she intertwined her hand on mine



“I’ll go with you and talk with Seunghyun…”



“No… oppa... I caused this first so I’m also going to end this…” she said



“But I am afraid that you won’t be able to come back once you get there and talk to him”



“Oppa… Seunghyun is a good guy… I know he’ll understand everything… even though know I might hurt him… I realized that I’ll hurt him more if I’ll marry him without loving him…”



“Arasso… just tell me if things got out of hand… I’m don’t want to lose you again…” I said as I held her hand closer to my face and kissed it… I saw the engagement ring on her finger and remembered the ring that I gave her.



“He really gave you a one special ring… I’m sorry if I could only give you a cheap ring…” I said feeling hurt… she tried to look back at me



“Oppa… I don’t need any expensive ring just to feel loved… please don’t be sad…I’ve always kept the ring you gave me because when mom found me wearing it, she forcefully took it off of me and tried to throw it away… good thing I found it…” she said to me smiling… I felt relieved with what she said.



“And oppa… you know what… dad still didn’t know about us… mom kept it a secret until now… I just hope he will not know coz I’m afraid what he could do to you…” I was taken aback… I thought he already know about us because of what her mom told me back then when I was still looking for her abroad…. Maybe she just made it an excuse for me to completely let go of Dara.



“Don’t worry… I don’t care if he’ll know… I could protect myself…. So don’t ever do silly things and just stay by my side… I promise to keep you with me always…” I said hugging her tighter.



For a while we stayed at the tub just hugging each other… then we stepped out for she still need to go and meet with Seinghyun… she said that he’ll arrive today… I feel something bad about their meeting… I tried insisting to come with her but she said she could do it alone.



“Oppa… just trust me… I promise I will come back quickly once I got to talk to him” she said… we were now at my room as she was fixing herself while I’m sitting on the couch. I approached her and hugged her from the back.



“Okay… I trust you… Just please call me immediately when something went wrong… arasso…” I said as make her face me



“Okay oppa…”



I kissed her on the lips before we went out… we had our breakfast first before she bid goodbye to all of us… I just hope everything will go fine…



[Dara’s POV]



I went to the airport to meet with Seunghyun… I feel nervous for I don’t know how I will start once I got to meet him… I really felt bad for including him in the mess I did… but I need to clean up things fast before I could hurt him more. After waiting for a while… his plane arrived…



“Dara…!” he yelled immediately as he saw me… he dashed towards me and then hugged me tight.



“I missed you babe…” he said as he showered me kisses around my face



”You miss me already…? Wow… I was like with you the other day…” I said



“But still… I miss you…” he said still hugging me… I felt guiltier the way he’s acting towards me.



“Tabi…. I need to talk to you…” I said as I released myself from the hug



“What is it babe…? But first, I have a present for you…” he said.



“What is it…?” I asked. He held my hand and then made me turn around



“Mom… Dad…”

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