Wednesday, July 21, 2010

A day and a farewell with

[Dara’s POV]



One day Seunghyun asked me on a date, I was surprised when he asked me but when I told oppa about it… he’s not surprised at all.



Oppa doesn’t want me to go but I told him that it would be inappropriate if I’ll not show up on our date since I already said yes to him.



Oppa was really mad but I liked watching him throwing tantrums around… he looked like a child.



[His POV]



‘The guts of that Seunghyun guy!’


Today will be their date and I’m here locking myself in the library sulking



I don’t want to see Dara leaving for another guy but then the door opened and Dara came in… I was facing back from the door because I don’t want to see her… but I cant help myself not to face her when she called me with her angelic voice.



‘God… she’s so beautiful… even though she wore a light make-up and just wearing a simple pink dress yet she looked like a nymph… I can’t believe she’ll go out with a guy with her like that… and the guy is not even me…!’


Anger is building up on me as she approached me wearing a big smile in her face. I looked away because I don’t want to gave myself up because I know I will once I saw her innocent face.


“Oppa… are you still mad…?” She asked me as she sat on the chair in front of my table. I didn’t answer.


When she didn’t hear anything from me… she pouted… I glanced a little at her and when she did that and I felt myself twitched with her action… I looked away immediately…


“Don’t do that…” I said still not looking at her.


“What oppa…? I didn’t do anything…?” She asked me again as she tilted her head while pouting… She’s so annoyingly cute… I hate it when she does that because I cant help myself not to get mad at her.


“That..! That pouting… stop doing that or else you’ll never goanna get out of this room… you don’t want to ditch Seunghyun… don’t you..?” I said seductively as I reached for her cheek and caressed it softly.


“Oppa…!” She said as she lightly hit my arm.


“I’m serious…” I said then looked at her straight in the eyes.


“I’m sorry oppa… I just don’t want to hurt his feelings… even though I know… I’m already hurting yours… mianhe…” She said as she bowed down her head.


I walked around her then hugged her from behind while she’s still sitting.


“Im not mad… I’m just jealous… I still didn’t take you out on a date and now you’re going out with another guy…” I said as I put my face closer to hers. Then she faced me.


“But… you never asked me out… I really want to be with you but you never asked me…” She said


It’s true… It’s just that I’m afraid she’ll have a hard time being with me in the public… I told her my reasons and I could feel sadness from her.


“Oppa… don’t worry about me… It’ll just be a date between us being friends… you- you know… I- I’m… yours...” She blushed when she said that while I fluttered with what she said. I’m so happy that she really considered herself being mine.


I kissed her gently on her lips… then after a while… I found myself aroused and kissed her passionately.


She stood up from the chair still not breaking our kiss… then we parted to gasp some air.
“You… look so pretty in that dress” I said still panting. She blushed again which aroused me more… So I crushed my lips to her again. I heard her groan when I did that so I smirked between our kiss.


She was surprised when I lifted her up on the table and positioned my body between her legs. Her hands were around my neck.


“Oppa… wha-what are you do-ing…?” She pulled out from the kiss but I don’t want to release her yet so I just targeted her neck.


“Don’t… worry… I will not… do anything” I said between my kisses. I continued kissing and licking her neck when I heard her moan softly… I felt her stiffened a bit when she did that… she’s restraining herself.


I chuckled on the way she acted… that made me tease her more… this is her punishment for dating another guy…


“Oppa… I still have… a date” She said while her hands were gripping the edge of the table tightly having a hard time preventing herself from releasing another moan.


I started caressing her thighs while I’m now busy feasting her mouth shutting her to speak more… then I started massaging her breast gently… her hands were now on my shoulders holding it tightly…


My other hand went down between her… lifted her dress up… caressed her tummy… and softly stroked her private part… and at last she released a loud moan making her covered her mouth.


I can’t help not to laugh at her… she’s now so red maybe from keeping herself composed all the time.


“Okay… I’m done… you already suffered enough… you can now have your date…” I said while still laughing at her.


I fixed her dress and her hair while she just stayed still looking at me.


“I hate you oppa..! hmmph..!” She said as her eyes turned into tiny slits and folded her arms above her chest… she’s really childishly cute.


I lifted her by her waist to put her down from the table then I hugged her.


“Oh… you don’t hate oppa… you love oppa… don’t worry… we’ll continue it later after your date… if you want” I smirked at her and which earned me a light hit from her.


“I don’t want…! You’re such a pervert oppa..!” She said then smiled after.


It’s already time for her date but I’m still having second thoughts if I’ll let her… but I know there’s no use of stopping her.


When she was about to go out of the room, I pulled her back then hugged her tight.


“Behave okay… don’t let him touch you or else… I’ll punish you again… and I’m really going to hit him hard…” I told her while smirking then I pecked on her lips.


She just nodded then head out.


I stayed at the library the whole day… occupying myself with reading books so that I wouldn’t think about their date… waiting for her to come back is really excruciating.


[Dara’s POV]


I met with Tabi at the park… he looked so cool leaning on a black motorcycle. I didn’t know he have one since he always bring with him his car.


We decided to have a walk first around the park so we left his motorcycle on a parking lot.


The day is so beautiful… we went to ate some ice cream while watching kids playing on the park’s playground. When we sat on a bench… I can’t help not to observe the place.


There are a lot of lovers having a good time with each other… I can’t help not to feel envious of them… Those lovers really looked good with each other…


I wonder if oppa and I would look good with each other too…? I wonder if people won’t notice that we’re related once we go out..? I really want to go out at least once with oppa…


Maybe Tabi noticed me lost with my own thoughts for he suddenly held my hand.


“Are you okay Dara…?” He said looking at me with worried eyes.


“Ah- yes..! I just remembered something..” I said as I smiled. I suddenly felt guilty because I’m thinking about other thing while I should be enjoying my time with Tabi.


Then he suddenly stood up still holding my hand then dragged me…


“Wa-wait... Tabi-ah… where are we going..?” I said half running and half walking since he’s walking too fast.


“I know a place where you could ease something that’s bothering you...” He said as he looked at me behind him then smiled… he’s really cute when he does that…


We made our way to his motorcycle… he told me to hop on it but then he realized that I’m wearing a dress so he guided me and made me sit on one side only… he got his jacket that he brought and wrapped it around my waist so it’ll cover the lower part of my dress..


He then hopped on his seat and made me to grip on him.


“Hold on tight Dara… I’m a really fast driver… you don’t want to fall and die don’t you…” He said as he glanced back at me playing with his brows… there he goes again with his silly jokes.


When he started the engine I suddenly felt scared so I didn’t realize that I hugged him tightly… I heard him chuckled but I didn’t care… I don’t want to die young, oppa would definitely be mad… I’m starting to think silly too because of Tabi.


The ride was long… I still don’t know where we’re heading… I rested my head on his back… it feels so warm and comfortable…. I closed my eyes to savor the wonderful feeling… whenever we’ll have a turn I can’t help myself to tighten my grip on his waist….


Then I felt that we’re slowing down… maybe we’re already on our destination. I slowly opened my eyes and realized that it’s already sunset… I could see some bright lights around the area, some snack bars, rides and games were everywhere…. we’re at an amusement park…


He went down the motorcycle then he offered his hand to guide me down…. I took off his jacket around my waist then gave it to him… then suddenly he grabbed my hand again… locking it with his… my eyes widen with his sudden move but I didn’t say anything… I looked at him but he just smiled at me.


‘Behave okay… don’t let him touch you or else… I’ll punish you again… and I’m really going to hit him hard…’ I remembered what oppa said so I struggled a bit under his grasp but he just tightened his hold.


“Dara… where do you want to ride first…?” He asked me wearing a big grin in his face... it’s as if he didn’t care about how I struggled earlier.


“Ah-uhmm… it’s up to you… anything..” I just said… after a while I surrendered and just let him hold my hand… I didn’t know where we went because I’m still thinking about how he’s acting…


I just realized that we’re now on a ferris wheel when we’re already sitting on the ride… fear suddenly emerged on me… I’m really scared of heights…. I could feel cold sweat forming on my forehead…


“Hey… are you okay…?” Tabi suddenly asked me.


“I- I am…. Afraid of heights…” I said burying my face on my lap.


“Waaah… why didn’t you tell me…? I asked you what do you want to ride right..?” He said as he gently poke me to face him.


“I don’t know..! You just suddenly dragged me… didn’t realize we’re riding this ferris wheel… huhu… make it stop…” I said as I face him pouting.


“Well sorry… I can’t do that you know… if this will stop now then we’ll be stuck here 50 ft above… you want that…? He said laughing.


“Waah… you’re so cruel…! I cant believe I agreed to have a date with you…huhu..” I felt helpless… and he’s not even comforting me…


“Yah… I’m just kidding here… I just want to distract you… Im sorry… don’t worry… this will be over after 15 mins… just hold on to me for a while…” He said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder.


Somehow I felt safe and my fear started to fade… he started again with his silly jokes until I didn’t realize that the ride was over…


“Waah… riding a ferris wheel is not that bad after all… thanks to you Tabi..!” I said as I tapped his shoulder.


“You’re always welcome… now what do you want to do next? He said with a big smile on his face… our hands were still locked with each other but I just let him…


We rode more rides… ate to a lot of food stalls… played a lot of games… we didn’t realize that the night is getting deeper… we were both having so much fun together.


I was hugging a mouse stuffed toy that he gave me when he won a game as we were heading for the riverbank near the amusement park… we’ll go watch fireworks courtesy of the amusement park… we sat down under a willow tree while waiting for the fireworks…


“I had a great time..! Thanks Tabi…” I said while hugging tightly to the stuffed toy.


“I had a great time too Dara…” his voice suddenly turned serious.


Silence suddenly filled the atmosphere. I don’t know what happened… but I don’t want to break the silence because I’m feeling that he somehow needs it… then after a while he broke it.


“You know what Dara…. I really liked you since the first time I saw you at class…” he said while looking afar.
I didn’t answer him… I don’t know what to tell him so I just listened to him.


“But I know… you like someone else… at first I really want to have you, especially when I caught you crying… I really want you to be my girl… but no matter what I do… in the end you still can’t notice my feelings… I really love you… you know…” He said as he slowly faced me.


“Tabi-ah…” I still don’t know what to tell him… I feel guilty for being so clueless all this time… but even though I knew I can’t love him because I love someone else.


“Don’t worry Dara… I will not force you or rather ask you to be my girl… I’m already fine making you happy…. I just want to make you smile always and by making that, I don’t want anything more… I know you love someone else and I won’t push myself to you because I know it will just make you sad and confused… I don’t want that to happen…” He said as he caressed my cheeks.


“Tabi-ah… thank you…” I hugged him and felt tears forming in my eyes… I’m so grateful to have a friend like him…


He patted my back softly


“If only I’m the first one you met… do you think I could have a chance to be you’re man..?” He said with his playing voice.


“Of course you’ll do…” I said as I let out a light chuckle… he made me faced him again as if he needed to say something more…


“Dara-ah… would you be sad if I left…? He asked me as he bowed down his head.


“Of course I will… why? I held his chin up for him to face me again… his eyes were now sad…


“Actually… This will be my last day here in Korea… I really don’t want to go… but my family is moving to abroad because of our business… and they want me to come with them and just continue my studies there…” He said with his weak voice.


I couldn’t say anything… everything was too surprising… it’s really too fast… but I need to be strong for him so that he won’t feel sad when he’ll leave… I hugged him again I kept my tears not to fall…


“It’s okay Tabi… don’t worry about me… I’ll stay happy for you… we can still contact each other even though you’re far right…? Just enjoy yourself there and focus on studying and not on girls okay…!” I said patting his back… at last he let out a chuckle and at least it made me feel better.


“Of course I won’t play around with girls…” he faced me while his cheeks were blushing.


“Then… while you’re still here… let’s make the best out of it… okay..!” I said.


We talked all night under the tree… we watched the fireworks together… I will never forget that night… being happy with him that night is the only farewell gift I could give to him.


He brought me home with his motorcycle… it was already late but I didn’t care since it would be the last time we would see each other in person… before he left, he pecked on my cheeks which startled me… he chuckled after he did that while I just stood still… then he bid his last goodbye…


I quietly entered the mansion careful not to wake anyone… but I didn’t know that oppa’s waiting for me at the living room…


“Do you know what time it is Dara…?” I jumped when I heard his voice…. Somehow I missed him so I just suddenly dragged myself quickly to him and hugged him tight… I felt him stiffened and surprised with my move but I just continued hugging him.


“Hey… what’s wrong…? Did he do something to you huh…? I knew it…! Tell me… tell me where he lives…? Im so goanna kill him…!” he said as he struggled and making me face him… but I stood still and continued hugging him.


“No oppa… he didn’t do anything… I just missed you…” I said as tears suddenly trailed down my cheeks... I loosened my grip on his so that I could face him.


“Hey… what’s wrong..? Why are you crying…?” he said as he wiped my tears.


“Oppa… Tabi won’t be around anymore… he’ll be leaving tomorrow for abroad… I don’t have a friend like him anymore…you won’t leave me too right?” I said as I continued crying.


This time, he hugged me… he buried my face on his chest as he caressed the back of my head…


“Of course I won’t leave you… until you tell me to… I’ll always be here for you… my princess…” He said as he faced me and kissed me gently on my lips.


“I’ll never tell you to stay away from me oppa… never…” I said as I stopped from crying.


“I know…” He said as we shared a kiss again.

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